Shivers ran through my spine as the cold breeze of the night brushed along my skin… it could have been just another night… could have been one of those moments that I share with silence the loneliness that’s been crippling inside my empty soul… but as soon as I felt two warm arms slowly wrapping itself along my frame, as soon as I smelled that familiar scent that could awake any sleeping soul… the emptiness and the loneliness I had been enduring my entire existence immediately faded away together with the wintriness that once enveloped my being…











Warmth welled up inside my veins… and I felt my lips curved out a smile as every fiber in me recognized that heavenly feeling of the person who had brought me back from my deep trance…






How many nights had passed by with me wishing for myself never to wake up the next morning, for it would be futile for me to take pleasure in something that had trapped my existence..? How many days have I wished I never woke up to, drowning myself to the pits of anguish of seeing everyone around me vanishing one by one…? Forever was a dream for everyone yet it had been my greatest nightmare… I could have ended my misery… could have freed myself from time which had trapped me unwillingly… but I was scared… fear would fill me every time the thought of ending my suffering brush my mind… for there was still something in me that was certain that the life I had been loathing still has something to offer… and I fear that regret would be my next agony in the after life if I had not once felt it for myself the one chance that could have saved me from my eternal damnation…






And then she came… greater than an earthquake that suddenly entered my life without any notice… I just felt the intensity brought by her too late to realize how much of it changed me… when I had completely fallen deep into enthrallment that I can’t and won’t even think of stopping myself from falling any deeper…






With her sweet scent of fresh jasmine that wafted my entire dull world… wearing that angelic smile on her luscious lips… she immediately brought colors into my grey life…






“What a fine day is it...?”







And her voice… that soothing sound that could calm any uneasiness inside me… as if everything that she would utter, would be of nothing but perfection…and if meeting her wasn’t enough of a blessing… a day had never been so beautiful and worth spending not until she came… she could have been just another girl… but she didn’t turn out to be just like everyone else…






She had captured my attention at first… who would not be…? For a goddess like her was rare to be found on the surface of this earth… and I couldn’t help but feel possessive of that fact… until slowly, I just found myself needing each day to see her… life became worth living whenever I’m with her… my heart that I had thought wasn’t beating for my entire lifetime was rejoicing each and every time she would be just a feet away from me… and her warmth… oh God… that heavenly warmth that I had been craving for… how could such a precious living could sway me off my feet…? Could have me down on my knees in an instant just for her warmth to embrace me off of my undying loneliness…







I let out a long satisfied sigh once I felt her pressed against my back… I looked down and the smile on my lips grew wider upon seeing her arms securely wrapped along my waist… I lifted my hands and put it over her arms for a while… squeezed her soft skin before gently peeling her fragile arms off my waist… I turned around; bliss immediately filled me once I came face to face with my most precious angel…







Every time I see her, my eyes won’t help but to moisten… I was never an emotional one… thought my existence would forever be as hard as stone… a cold and a lifeless speck on the surface of this earth… but she, a mere feeble woman, brought out every emotion a man could ever feel… never I had felt fear, insecurity, bliss and anger at the same time before for someone… but to her, everyday… it had been a routine for me to be hunted by such emotions… had driven me crazy yet I loved every moment of it….







I looked down on her, could feel my brows furrow as I let out a long sigh as I utterly felt bliss yet at the same time the bitterness of once again the loneliness that I had been loathing to feel again. And despite my great unwillingness, my eyes won’t stop from feeding itself by the beauty that she, of all people was worth only of my every attention. Enduring the consequence that the longer I look at her, the more my heart slowly shattered in pieces.






How could she alter every of my hate towards life into a discontentment that even having forever wasn’t enough to satiate it..? How, for a clear impossible way had I found the woman who will be my last resort into living that forever…? And had given me a great guilt apart from the bliss of meeting her, for once I had deprived myself from the chance of meeting her…






“I love you…”







She whispered… her gaze bore into me with such passionate affection in it… and the heart that most people thought I and the likings of me didn’t have, swelled in bliss… for every time those words would escape her lips, I’ll find myself wrap in an overflowing ecstasy and almost floating in the air… What could I ask more from an angel who accepted and loved a mere monster like me, that despite the fact that I don’t deserve anything from her; it was inevitable not to want her and especially not to love every second with her.






A low groan grumbled inside my chest as I reached for her face and caressed it with much gentleness…







“You don’t have to do this Dara…”






I whispered, voice was shaking, sounded like a plead of either that she needed to change her mind for one last time or she just have to push me more to my limit, which, in the first place had been left forgotten and uncared for…






Leaning down to brush my lips with hers, closing my eyes as tears threatened to escape from it… I savored the closeness between us… my hands were shaking as I cupped her face between it… until now, I am still afraid that every time I would hold her she would break…






Her hands covered mine, placing it down on her chest and held it tightly there… her heartbeat matching mine… I managed to open my eyes and saw her looking at me with that warm smile on her face… and I knew by then that my reason had already become vain… this very hard-headed, clumsy, proud woman who had captured my entire being will be the only cause of my death… the only woman who I would die for to share an eternity with…






“But I want this Jiyong…”






I wanted to protest no… wanted to thrash out the forming rage inside me, but the way she held me, how her heart pulsed against my skin calmed every repulsing nerves inside me…






My forehead creased some more… tears began blurring my vision as my hands began to curl on her chest, until I let go of her hands and roughly gathered her in my embrace… not minding how frail her body was, I squeezed her tight, burying my face on the crook of her neck and inhaled her scent…







“I’m afraid… so scared Dara-ah…”







I breathed against her neck… her arms immediately wrapped around my frame, caressing my back to help me calm down… I felt her about to speak but I stopped her from doing so as I hugged her tighter… and soon her words were swallowed by the gasp that escaped her lips instead…







My hands curled on the fabric of her clothes as I kissed her neck and closed my eyes once again…







“I am afraid that you’ll become like me, I am afraid that once I will look into your eyes I won’t be able to see the life I am now seeing from it… I am afraid to lose you… to lose the Dara I love the most… and if loving you requires only one lifetime, I will succumb to it Dara… I will… I will try to live in the memory of what our love was…”







Tears leaked out from the side of my eyes as I choked out those last words… couldn’t believe myself for saying those things… it was a lie, well a part of it was… it was true that I was scared… but I don’t know if I can even live the way I was living at the moment once she wasn’t there anymore… and for the thought of just losing her from both ways of my decision was beyond the sadness I had felt before I met her…







I felt her stiffened in my embrace…and after a while, I felt her shifted… had her head rested on my shoulder… I heard her let out a faint chuckle which almost made me to face her if not for her tightly holding on to me…







Was she making fun of what I had just said…? I was on the brink of losing myself… had cried my hearts out and she would just laugh at me…? Did she think it was all just an entertainment…?







And the rage I was holding back earlier almost got to my head not until her next words hit me like a staggering lightning…







“If it will be the only way to be with you Jiyong…yet I beg to disagree that I would lose the life you were saying I will…what’s there to lose? If for the moment I met you, you had become my life… I never regret loving you…especially someone as wonderful as you… for whenever I look into your eyes, I see myself… I don’t see the nothingness you were saying… you were never inept of giving me the love I wanted…”







She freed herself from our embrace and faced me with tears running down her cheeks… it broke my heart seeing her in agony, especially when it was because of me…







“I love you… and I cannot see myself anywhere but in your arms Jiyong…please… is it bad to be selfish sometimes…? Is it bad to wish for an eternity to be with you…?”







My eyes widen from what I heard… felt my heart tumbled wildly inside my chest… If only she knew how I had been selfish since the first day I met her… such sin which added more to my existence itself.







“Don’t you want to be with me Jiyong…?”







Her faint voice shattered me more in pieces… the pain in it and let alone the words she spoke… my eyes widen once again… stunned with what I just heard…







I hastily grabbed her on her shoulders… the pain in her eyes and in her whole expression was enough for me to let out a loud growl as I felt an immense anguish from her absurdity… It was blasphemy… how could that thought ever brush her mind…? Never before had I felt such deep anger about her words. It was just so painful coming from her… just the thought of her doubting my love for her was enough to hurt me to core…







I gripped on her shoulder tightly with one of my hands, as the other held on to the side of her face, shaking her a bit… finally, I wasn’t able to slip out some of my wrath towards her… I gritted my teeth, may God forgive me for feeling this great anger towards my love…







I looked at her for a while, searched for something in her expression that could calm my nerves but found nothing but pain… and when I saw her part her lips and ready to blow another statement that I was afraid would definitely push me to edge, I slipped my hand through her hair on to the back of her head… roughly pushing her towards me as I crashed my lips with hers…







We both groaned from the collision… I easily slipped in my tongue inside her mouth, quickly found hers and began twirling with it inside her hot wet cavern…








She tried to protest and push me away but I held her tight… fisting her hair in my hand while I pressed her back with my other hand…








I kissed her like I have never kissed her before…abusing her mouth as I sucked her life out of her… I was mad… beyond the rage I could control in myself… yet as soon as I felt her lips with mine… every anger I felt slowly evaporated… placing by a forming pleasure our lips were sharing…








She continuously moaned inside my mouth… her eyes slowly closed as I felt her succumb to our kiss… she began responding, her tongue played with mine, her hands trailed at the back of my head… pushing me further towards her to deepen our already deep kiss…







I could kiss her everyday… every second if I have the chance. Was it enough for her to know that it would never brush my mind the thought of not wanting her even just for a second…?








I thought I was crying once again only to realize that it was her tears that was staining my cheeks… and my heart pounded painfully again at the scene of her crying between our kiss… did she really thought I don’t want to be with her…?








Soon the intensity of our kiss subsided… my hands went to cup her face again as I resort to just leave small gentle kisses on her already swollen lips… we were both panting… her warm breath brushed against my also ravished lips as I rested my forehead against hers… my eyes locked on her parted lips…








“Don’t ever say that again… ever… you hear me…?”







I started… whispered my words with a clear pain in it as I dropped another kiss on her lips…








“Just question me of anything but that… not about my love for you… Please don’t ever doubt my love for you Dara because you don’t know how much I crave for every moment just to be with you… wish you’ll be in my arms each and every second of everyday… being with you is an everyday dream… breathing the same air as you is beyond blessing… you have been the life I had been impossibly dreaming of to feel… I love you… so much that it hurts thinking that the time I had been using to spend with you will also be the one that will take you away from me Dara…God… you’re my life… more than you could ever think of…”







And before I could even think… she had already thrown herself into my embrace once again… bawling like a kid as she buried her face on the side of my neck… I held her tightly… combing her short hazelnut hair with my hand as the other caressed her back to make her calm…








“I’m sorry… Jiyong… I love you… I just don’t want to be part from you… I love you so much to leave you…”








I felt my heart being squeezed once again…I let out a painful groan from the thought of her leaving me and my arms instinctively wrapped tighter along her frame as I kissed the side of her head…







“We’ll never be apart Dara… I promise…”






I leaned down at her, my lips instantly brushed against hers as her arms slowly wrapped itself along my neck, pulling me down and deeper in our kiss…







I smiled against her lips… her scent soothed the last strand of coldness inside me… loneliness was long gone, bringing me deeper in my vulnerability against her magic… waking up my desire to feel her even more…






I carried her towards the king sized bed in the middle of our room… her cries had soften but still not enough to soothe the pain it had inflicted in me…







I placed her in the middle of the bed as I followed her after…she immediately extended her arms to reach for me and I complied as I leaned down to her and hug her as well…







“I love you…”







I whispered over and over again as I caressed her head…she just continued to cry as she held on to me tightly as if I would vanish once she would let go…







I supported myself with m y hands against the bed as I pushed myself up to face her… her hands immediately went to my arms and held me… resting on my elbow, I reached for her face with one of my hands… smiling down at her as she looked at me with her tear-stained eyes… I wiped off the tears on her cheeks as my hand caressed her face to soothe her off her sadness…








“You just have to put up with my possessiveness if you want to be with me forever…”








I said as I traced her face with my finger… my eyes followed it as it trailed down to her lips… I saw it curled a bit and my heart finally found peace as I felt her happiness from what I just said…








“And that means you will forever have a sleepless night as I indulge myself in taking you every night…”







I smiled when I looked at her flushed expression… her cheeks went crimson red as she bit her lip before she reached for my face and pulled me down for another deep kiss…







“It will forever be my honor Jiyong…”







She huskily said as she caressed the side of my face… her eyes filled with lust and affection… her jasmine scent was soon mixed with the musky scent of her arousal… that I couldn’t help myself from feeling the same lust to take her, ravish her until she would pass out of exhaustion…







Soon skin against skin we were off of our garments… my hands worked on caressing her pale soft skin… tracing every of her curves, felt her shivered from my burning touch as I placed kisses around her face… blowing my hot breath against her skin as I whispered my vows to love her for eternity…







She lay vulnerable underneath me… soft moans escaping her lips as she writhe against my touch… and every time my eyes indulge itself with such scene, insanity would always fill my mind.







I parted her legs and settled myself between it… her back arched off the bed as she felt me brushed against her already dripping womanhood…my cock throbbed from the contact and I ached to shoved myself deep and hard inside her… almost losing myself, almost forgetting to give her the pleasure that I am supposed to give her first…







I kissed her hard on her lips as I watched her closed her eyes… our tongue twisted with each other… her hands curled on the sheets that surrounded us… I embraced her waist as my kisses trailed down towards her neck…







I drew a long breath… fed myself with her addictive scent and I was almost tempted to taste her and mark her mine… yet I was grateful for the faint control that won over me… instead, I went on placing gentle kisses along it… sucked on her jaw and trailed on her ear and place a little bite on her earlobe…







“Mine… forever…”







I whispered and another faint moan escaped her lips before she cupped my face and pulled me into another deep kiss…







I pulled her more in my embrace as I hugged her waist, pulling her off the bed and took her with me… her back arching… our lower parts dripping in an overflowing arousal…







My other hand roughly cupped her breast and she moaned out loud in my mouth… I squeezed her breast, her hard nipple grazed against my skin and out of control; I gruffly pulled out of our kiss and leaned down to take her breast in my mouth…







Her hands immediately held me on my hair as I sucked her breast, played on her hard nipple with my tongue…pulling her hips towards me more to taste her soft flesh, she twisted in my arm… her loud cries filled the entire room which drove me more to sunk in my teeth on her flesh… fangs almost elongated if not for her calling out my name…







I pulled myself up… watched her panting as she reached for my face again…







“I need you…”








She whispered… her eyes filled with lust… and another groan escaped my throat when I felt her other hand wrapped along my aching shaft…








I gently laid her down the bed… reached for her hands and pinned it securely on both of her sides with my hands… my lips trailed along her body… she writhe… body arching but I hold her down…








I continued to abuse her with my lips… sucking on every skin my lips would touch…our sweat mixed with my marks filled her once pale skin… her navel completely explored as I thrust my tongue and sucked it…








She cried out my name for I don’t know how many times…yet I continued to torture her as I spoil myself from tasting her bit by bit…







Soft black curls met my lips as I trailed kisses down between her legs… the musky scent of her arousal fueled up my burning need to taste and take her…







She arched against the bed once again… holding on tightly to my hands as if her life would depend on it…






“Jiyong…”







She moaned painfully… her breath hitched as I blew hot breath on her heated core… dripping, aching to be touched, I drove down to her womanhood to have my first taste of the night…







God… it was heavenly… her essence flourished with sweetness that could win against ambrosia itself…







I closed my eyes… completely lost myself from the enchantment brought by her heavenly taste…







I freed one of her hands as I spread her cunt to taste her more… her hand immediately went to my head… her fingers brushed through my hair, urging me more to suck out everything she could give…







I thrust my tongue inside her cunt… her walls squeezing my wet flesh as I squeezed her womanhood’s nub between my fingers… driving her more to the pits of ecstasy… she convulsed, voice hoarsely cried out her pleasure and her hand tightened its grip on my hair…she was a sensitive woman… I’m quite fascinated that she had not lost it yet… with that, I credit her for holding it up to this moment…







I pulled out my tongue only to thrust it in again… and this time…her juices flowed out from her core… her nails scraped the skin of my hand that was holding it…with her body shaking in the tremor of her orgasm, my mouth caught every juice that leaked out from her… not missing a drop, my tongue lapped up her cunt as I continuously played with her nub, squeezing her to release everything for me to satiate my hunger…







I waited for a moment… continuously tasting her womanhood until she could calm herself a bit… my cock strained even more to be wrapped around her tight walls but I continued to hold myself back…







I pulled out from her legs… pushed myself up to see the woman I just ravished… and there she was… her damp hair tousled everywhere on the pillow… her nipples erected, wanting to be sucked as her chest heaved up and down in a fast pace… her legs spread out with no energy to close it… and as my eyes fell on her cunt, a small smirk formed on my lips… it was perfectly feasted the way I wanted it to be…







I leaned down to hover over her again… settled myself between her legs with my elbow supporting my weight… hooking her thigh on my arm to spread her more as I prepared myself to enter her…







I looked down on her weary expression… her eyes were both closed and beads of sweat stained her forehead which added more to her ravishing state…







“Open your eyes love…”







I whispered as I brushed my lips against hers… she slowly opened it… her eyes now filled with love, a faint smile curved on her lips…







I will forever be grateful having this woman in front of me… forever be grateful having her this night and with many more nights with her in my bed, loving me with all of her…







Bliss overwhelmed me... warmed my heart even more that I almost tear up… being with her had made me so vulnerable… yet I won’t ever mind… for truly, she was my weakness…







I kissed her once again…letting her taste herself… our eyes never left each other… her arms wrapped along my neck to pull me deeper…







“I love you…”







I whispered against our kiss as I slowly sheathed myself within her core…







I watched her expression slowly twisted… her brows knitted with each other and her lips parted, as she intake a long breath… yet her eyes never left mine, as if seeking for strength of not losing herself from the ecstasy we were sharing…







I pushed my hips towards her more… inching myself to get inside her more…







I broke our eye contact as I buried my face on the side of her neck as she hugged me tighter around my neck… I groaned out loud… controlling myself not to pound on her deep and rough… careful not to hurt her in any way… I let go of her thigh as my arm wrapped around her waist… elevating her bottom off the bed to push her towards me, burying myself deeper inside her…







We both let out a long sigh once I got inside her… I whispered her name from the bliss of feeling her tight walls squeezing my cock… I almost lost myself… almost deprived myself to enjoy every details of our bond for I almost had my release… and it took another layer of self-control not to lose myself from doing so…







Her legs wrapped around my waist, settling me in my place, buried inside her core… and soon the room filled with our labored moans… our slick bodies grazed against each other as we danced in an erotic pace… my hips moved uncontrollably… control was long gone as we both succumb to our wild sides… pounding on each other mercilessly…







“Fukc…uhh… you feel so good love...”







I pushed myself up; supported with my hands as I gazed down on my muse…her hands were on my hips as she gave her own part in meeting with my thrusts… my eyes wandered on her delectable body… sheathed with sweat yet she still looked perfect… her breasts jiggled from our intense movements…







My eyes landed on our union… I licked my lips before another moan escaped my lips as I watched myself being stretched from her cunt… the slick sounds coming from our union was beyond rapture, making the beast within me to slowly wake up…







I leaned down on her… gathered one of her breast in my hand and squeezed it… she instantly arched from my touch… her nails raked against the skin of my hips and her head was wildly thrown side by side as I began feasting on her breast once again…







I knew I won’t be able to control myself anymore… not after what we had talked earlier… not when I know if I won’t do it, I will lose her…







I felt myself on the brink of release… and her state was not far from mine as well... she began crying out my name that had made me to fully wake up the beast that I was containing inside me…







I pounded on her deeper and faster than before… our bed smashed against the wall as I took her relentlessly and totally out of control…







I pulled my mouth of her breast as I again buried my face on her neck…







My arms gathered her… embracing her body as we both began our road down our orgasm…







I sucked on her neck… and for one last time, I tried to seek for a reason not to do it… yet in the end I found nothing…








Fangs started to elongate from my teeth… a deep hunger slowly formed inside me as her scent filled my nostrils once again…








I continued to pound my cock inside her… until, her body shook… and juices began flooding out of her… and feeling it against my shaft had completely made me lost myself… driving me out of my powerful orgasm as well…







And the next thing I realized was my fangs buried deep in her neck… her body writhing from my bite and my continuous pounding on her… something inside me bloomed as I tasted her blood… her jasmine scent had relished the beast within me…








I sucked her blood… satiating my need to feed… passing on her the venom that would give her immortality…








I closed my eyes as I embraced her tightly… enduring her trembling body as it detest every bond we were sharing… I was hurting her… and it broke my heart for putting that pain in her yet I can’t do anything about it for it was the only way… just a little more… and soon she’ll be with me forever…






After a while… her body slowly calmed… her hands slowly loosened its hold from me… and the last sound I heard fro her was her faint intake of breath before she fell lifelessly on my arms…







I pulled out from her… cradled her in my arms as I licked her neck to cure the wounds I inflicted in her…







I trembled… the lifeless look of her in my arms was so painful… yet thinking it would be only that time… I managed not to break out in tears… I immediately cut my wrist… blood flowed out from it, and not wasting another second, I pressed it against her lips… blood dripped on the side of her lips as her body refused to take it…







She started to feel cold… and for once I felt a great fear… greater than the fear I felt for myself back then… what if I’ve done it wrong this time…?What if I was the reason of her death…?

And I almost slain myself not until I felt her suck on my blood… her cheeks began to flush beautifully the way it flushed before… and I drew out a long sigh of relief as her eyes slowly opened…the life I had feared not to see in it had completely filled it… for when I looked into her eyes… I see myself… the way she sees herself in mine…






I pulled out from our kiss… cupped her face between my hands as I stared directly to her eyes… those brown orbs that completely trapped me… that whenever I looked into it, I couldn’t help but to fall for her over and over again…







“I hate seeing you sad like that Jiyong… what’s bothering you…?”







Her lips pouted and brows arched in worry and I couldn’t help but to chuckle a bit from her cuteness…







“My self-control is failing me when it comes to you… I can’t help but be possessive every time…”







I saw her lips curved out a big smile and soon I felt her lips against mine…








“I already agreed to that term when I signed up for this, remember…? I won’t mind you owning me every time you feel like it… as long as it’s you Jiyong…”







My eyes widen and a loud groan roared inside my chest upon hearing it… my fangs started to lengthen from her reckless and wicked words… a smirk formed on my lips as I looked at her now lust-filled eyes…







“And I’d like to do it now…”







I huskily told her… yet even before I could crash my lips with hers again… a loud little cry coming inside our room broke our frenzied passion…







I heard her chuckle before her hands came to my chest and pushed me a bit to free herself from our embrace…







“I’m sure I put him to sleep before I went to you…”







She innocently whispered, pouting her lips once again… I could only scoff and roll my eyes… she hurriedly walked back to our room, with me trailing behind her…







The little chubby culprit was crying his heart out inside his crib… his short arms were extended up high… and my heart immediately softened at the scene… lust was long gone as the fatherly instinct overcame me…







I dashed towards the crib and cradled our son in my arms…and as soon as he felt me wrapped around him, his cries subsided… Dara came in front of me… holding on to the bottle of his milk before she reached for our son and caressed the side of his face and wiped away his tears… soon, the little guy was back again in a deep sleep…







I smiled down to our son… faintly shook my head… this little guy really knows how to break a moment…






I looked up and saw Dara looking at me with another angelic smile on her face…







“There goes your sleepless night…”






She teased before she got our son and brought him down to his crib…







I was about to counter her words… about to grab her again and show her she won’t be able to escape… yet I was glued on my spot… I was in the same state I was before when I first met her… the only difference was… I was a complete mirror of emptiness back then… yet now… these two precious being had completely filled that emptiness… life was never an opportunity… yet now, I craved each and every day to have a glimpse of these two people… they had become my life… my reasons to forever…